StillMorphing, IntoWhat, IHaveNoIdea.

Monday, December 18, 2006

FINALLY found a chance to blog. Guess everyone must have thought that I've vanished or something, gotta take this opportunity to apologize to every single one of you whom I'm supposed to meet sometime or another. Fell sick the weekend I returned to Singapore, still pushing myself to work on Monday (worked till an unearthly hour of 1am) and practically dropped dead on Tuesday. Hence, becoming the first intern ever, who is on medical leave on the second official day of work. Well O well, it doesn't matter. Working hours: 10.30 / 12nn - 3-4pm 6.15pm - 12+mn. broke down on thursday with regards to this. working environment is bearable with people like adrica and azlam. the rest are okie, but the fucking stewarding auntie simply has an issue with me, EACH fucking day. but who the fuck cares?! i gave her my piece of mind anyways.

yesterday was my first off day. headed down to vivo, taka, wisma, bugis and marina sq. fyi, i soiled my gucci shoes cause of my blister on my right foot. and mind you, i took a TRAIN down from bugis to city hall, disregarding the cabbing down from vivo to taka, and wisma to bugis. hahahas* and someone just couldn't differentiate between bugis and marina sq. vivo isn't worth sucha great hooha. metaphorically speaking, a bimbo. pretty on the outside, empty on the inside. i was kinda dead by the time we reached bugis, didn't really have the energy to crap in the train on the way to marina sq. my day was filled with noise, so much so that, i find it unbearable to live without it throughout yesterday. went to kino to get my french book, and i found out how the french language could be slaughtered so brutally when one can't speak french...

aller: in the french way - ah-lay
aller: in the ENGLISH way - ALL-ER

hahahahas* what entertainment.

and i met ALWIN NJOO. god bless me mann. IT IS SO DAMN FARKINGLY SCREWED. but can i mention that his dress sense was horrid to begin with?! it was so not the usual him.

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on a more emotional note,

"Why haven't you found a bf?"

pause.

"Why must have?!"

GOBLOK.
must i spell it out that
YOU ARE STILL THE ONE.

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what am i to do when you know things will never be?
and you just want to live with it this way?

'nuff said.

smiles still fill my life, pretty much.

Charmaine.@12:20 AM
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