StillMorphing, IntoWhat, IHaveNoIdea.

Saturday, November 25, 2006

save me,
before i dwindle down this never-ending whirlpool,
Again.

Raffles' offer is really pretty.
better pay compared to the other hotel.
job scope, nevertheless,
equally good.
better reputation,
better location,
and i can meet mum as and when for lunch.

mummy, i miss you!!!
i wanna lunch with you everyday,
even in the foodcourt and the hawker centres.

gawd, it's only another week plus here.
i have yet to digest this fact,
i'm going home soon.

i miss you all,
i miss all of you.
you you you you you, yes you.
puppy, mummy i miss you all the most!!!

sounds so mushy, so unlike me right?

was catching up with raymond over msn that day,
my bestest jiemei ever.
always giving me a hand whenever i'm down,
since sec 2's streaming and A level results,
giving me all the encouragement.
damn mature,
in a way, not for him,
i will never learn to appreciate my parents.
low min ta, if you see this,
a big thank you mann. =)

owwwww, when im back in spore,
it's xmas shopping!!! wheeeeeeee.
in the midst of studying FnB now,
but alil planning won't harm. =)

- tops tops tops
- bottoms bottoms bottoms
* River Island, Principles, DP, Topshop, Zara, M&S all are welcome mann. now i go for practicality, i need suits and shirts. and my essential jeans. need to spice up my wadrobe.
- accessories from everywhere and anywhere. =)
- hairbands from Evita Peroni (you should see how crazy i am over them now)
- specs. (i've been overly a nerd, degree shot up by god knows how much. i want funkier specs. a D&G one would suffice. M.Bouland's specs are sooooo nice.)
- Coats, which i have no idea where to find. prolly FCUK or M&S.
- last but not least, i want the LV Sac Bosphore. 700euros. that's if papa buys it for me over the europe trip, which is a LONG way from now. "if you think it's worth it, buy it." I think that 700euros for that bag is worth it, so... i should get it?! hahahahas* from his point of view, it's just the original concept of the pasar malam 3 for $10 LV replicas.

owwwwwwwwwww. with the many many things on the list, not including the many many things i have to buy for my friends and family, where do i get the money?

1 - rob
2 - steal
3 - snatch

what would you suggest?

high on caffine now, yet the moment i face that pile of notes of my table...

yawns. goodnight.

Charmaine.@8:19 AM
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Friday, November 24, 2006

INTERNSHIP CONFIRMATION.

RAFFLES HOTEL.
F&B ADMIN and MANAGERIAL position.

OHMYGAWD.
TELL ME THAT THIS IS REALITY.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
IT IS!!!

Charmaine.@2:48 AM
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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

GOOD NEWS FOR ME.

1. I GOT MY IDEAL ROOM. 1-107 for semester 3.
2. FULL MARKS FOR FRENCH ORAL.

i am blessed.
VERY blessed. =)=)=)

15days to home.

currently spinnin' in my room: Michael Buble - Home.
if you were us (me and my roommate),
you will definitely spin it all day long.
Exactly what we are doing.

Let me go home. =)
i miss all of you.

Charmaine.@1:45 AM
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Saturday, November 18, 2006

eighteen days to singapore.
UNBELIEVABLE!!!

i'm gonna make dad and mum's 25th wedding anniversary a blast.
i promise that it'll be the best ever.
my effort and my money.
it has to work out.

i was thinking about how to go about doing it,
while pondering, i began reminiscing.
then i began crying.
it has just come to light that life is so short,
they might not even make it to their 50th anniversary.
that's how short the amount of time i have to share with them.
plus the fact that im studying here in switzerland,
i have even less time with them.
im not gonna give a shit to internships anymore,
i wanna do all my internships in spore.
they are way too important to me.
i love them so.

i was listening to the songs spinnin in my wmp,
then i began to miss the days in haising.
they were the days that i never will wanna go through again,
the days that have made me learn so much,
about relationships, about death, about life.
i cannot afford to go through that emotional trauma once more,
for you made me believe that nothing is impossible.

i miss home,
i really do.
but before that,
exams.

i will try my best for my honours for this semester.

i will make sure that i get my parents here for my graduation.
an honours degree that is.

Charmaine.@9:34 AM
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Thursday, November 16, 2006

INTERNSHIP CONFIRMED.

MILLENIUM GROUP OF HOTELS,

COPTHORNE WATERFRONT
COPTHORNE KINGS
COPTHORNE ORCHID HOTEL

F&B ADMINISTRATION
EVENTS MANAGEMENT.

I MADE IT!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. =)=)=)

Charmaine.@4:21 PM
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Tuesday, November 07, 2006

somehow,
you are still there.

Charmaine.@8:22 PM
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Sunday, November 05, 2006

i have a feeling that i'm drifting away from you.
not talking about anything more as a friend,
now i even see problems maintaining a pure platonic friendship with you.

i don't understand you,
or should i say that you are too difficult to be understood.

i find that something is missing,
but i just don't know what.
people, tell me what it is.

maybe it's my internship.
everyone found theirs.
except amy, gupa, roxanne, tedja and me.
at least these are those that i know.

all the indos took up waitressing.
everyone's so desperate for an intenship.
even accepted an internship in ireland.
-sigh.
when will mine come?!

this is worse than waiting for prince charming.
but well, prince charming never exists,
does he?

Charmaine.@6:59 AM
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