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Saturday, November 18, 2006

eighteen days to singapore.
UNBELIEVABLE!!!

i'm gonna make dad and mum's 25th wedding anniversary a blast.
i promise that it'll be the best ever.
my effort and my money.
it has to work out.

i was thinking about how to go about doing it,
while pondering, i began reminiscing.
then i began crying.
it has just come to light that life is so short,
they might not even make it to their 50th anniversary.
that's how short the amount of time i have to share with them.
plus the fact that im studying here in switzerland,
i have even less time with them.
im not gonna give a shit to internships anymore,
i wanna do all my internships in spore.
they are way too important to me.
i love them so.

i was listening to the songs spinnin in my wmp,
then i began to miss the days in haising.
they were the days that i never will wanna go through again,
the days that have made me learn so much,
about relationships, about death, about life.
i cannot afford to go through that emotional trauma once more,
for you made me believe that nothing is impossible.

i miss home,
i really do.
but before that,
exams.

i will try my best for my honours for this semester.

i will make sure that i get my parents here for my graduation.
an honours degree that is.

Charmaine.@9:34 AM
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