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Friday, October 06, 2006

latest addition to LV collection:

Speedy 30 - Damier canvas.

Hopefully Cherie got my CD handphone accessory. =)

It's too pretty to be missed. If she doesn't get it, Amy and I are hitting Paris the moment I get my B permit.

I love Paris.
love it love it love it.
To bits and trucksloads.

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In this uber cold weather, I'm glad that you are still there to crap with me.
Although it isn't touching at all, it still warms my heart a little.

But the thought of you, it's back to 心灰意冷。

Contradicting, isn't it?
You are a contradiction to start with.

I don't understand why,
but i fell for this contradiction.

I heard from someone that you were so eager to save the team that you ran with all your might, eventually hurting yourself. I laughed it off, yet deep down, I felt that sting... I wondered how you took it, if it really hurt. I'm not as vocal as I always am when it comes to showering TLC. I just have the pride that I cannot put down. I can only end the conversation with Take Care like how i always tell others. But I really really mean it when I tell you. I cannot be like some girls who go 24/7 I'm worried about you, blah blah blah. The max I can go is, You must take care okies?! In actual fact, I mean I'm SUPER DUPER UBER worried about you la... SIGH. As if you will know...

I'm sure you are fine, since you are alive and kicking and arguing with me practically every single time we really talk.

I love this particular song by Lara from one of the Taiwan dramas... Titled "Start from a kiss" or something like that.

"就算让我知道我永远只是单恋，我也会藏着感谢，笑着和你说再见。"

xinyan ah xinyan, why are you so emo these days? must be PMS-ing.

Super darling and darling Cow, your darling here 超没用 right?

Why am I always hovering around this grey area, wanting to forget and being unable to? Does it mean that I have to wait for the next Larger than life person to appear before you leave my life? Will this happen over and over again? I no longer have the courage, no longer have the energy, to go through this again.

I'm developing a phobia.
I'm beginning to believe that, I will become Sister Charmaine one day.

Charmaine.@5:12 AM
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