StillMorphing, IntoWhat, IHaveNoIdea.

Sunday, September 24, 2006

currently studying for the three freaking tests next week. French, Basic Accounting, IT. this is crazy. and in addition to me bawling over my books, something has obviously gotten into the ears of someone. like when you say screwed up, this is screwed up to the greatest sense of the word. It's like screwed up x infinity. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. if there is a hole right in front of my face, rest assured that i will hide till you can't even see me.

my greatest nightmare is here. you knowing that i fell for you. even if a million smokescreens and facades cannot hide it any longer. I really want to know how it got to you. what's done is done. BUT I SO WANNA KILL MYSELF MANNN!!! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO diu lian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhh.

no wonder my friends always call me 'geng'. ohmygawd. shiat. should have just told him right off his face. ehh, so what's wrong man. it's only me liking him. big deal. FUGLY SHIAT. what a cradle snatcher man. DISGUSTING AR!!! if only i had the courage like shimin. being thick skinned like anything else, just SAY. suddenly, i thought of yenna's action. hahahas* just, (point) SAY. hahas*

aiya, okie la. finish being a crazy woman whining on and on. back to reality. STARDEE ar. =)=)=) ehh, i'm okie already.

and kelvin was dead drunk yesterday. luckily he didn't puke on my bed. hahahas* i like his donkey!!! his pillow is nicer than mine. JEALOUS. maybe we should exchange beds mann. but his has fish smell. hahahahahas*

ehh, i sound like a kid today. too much of studying. bad bad bad.

Charmaine.@9:42 PM
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