StillMorphing, IntoWhat, IHaveNoIdea.

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

"What if the person you like didn't wish you happy birthday?"
"Did he wish you happy birthday?"

"Hmmm, my birthday past le... He never wish me. (looks disappointed) But Nevermind! I know his birthday can le! When is his birthday huh? (Eyes sparkling)"

"A few months later lor..."

"When?! Which date?!"

"Hmm why leh? You giving him pressie?"

"Hehe hehe... (The super-duper-hua-chi-laughter) Ya.. Dunno what to buy leh... (Smiling hysterically) What to buy huh?"

"Okay... (diao.)"
Guess i need to switch back to secondary school mode.

***

if only Queen Bitch is outa field camp
i can tell him what i'm going through now
then maybe he can tell me what i should do.

but again,
he's probably too caught up with his own problem.
as if he has time to bother about mine.
and i'm caught up in his problem too.
i've had enough of that.
sometimes i wonder if i should even consider him as my jiemei.
more like his Siti or Maria.

***

It's time we move on girl.
If you start to waver, read this post over and over again.
After yesterday, we know that they should not be the one we hold on to.
Get ourselves out of this.
If they don't get it,
there's nothing we can do.
On my part,
i don't want him to get it anyways.
i'm going in circles.
you're going down the endless one way street.
You know that holding on only inflicts more pain.
I don't want history to repeat itself.
You want history to repeat.
But we all live in the present, isn't it?
We've cried enough.
Think stupid enough.
Let's wake up.

This is going to be my birthday resolution.

Charmaine.@10:46 AM
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