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Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Upon June's request, I shall blog with the introduction of my new blogskin.

Life for the past week has been pubbing, pubbing, pubbing, sleeping, pubbing. Yes, four out of five weekdays was the life of a pubber. Makes me sound so delinquent-ish (as Wendy puts it). But it was just drinking - to drown my sorrows I guess.

Sorrows from home. from friends. from everything. Isn't life fantastic when your best butts don't even understand what is going through your mind. So I broke down in Rouge. Only Hippo out of that entire bunch understands partially. If not for Shumin and Lydia, I don't think I can survive till today. Thanks darlings. :) You guys made my world much, much better.

I shall be direct since I'm bloggging. No more beating around the bush. I want to break away from the clique. To hell with the 6 years and counting. If you spend 6 years with a bunch of people, who ends up hurting you, why bother trying to continue this friendship right? I want to leave them with the other ~~best friend~~ accquaintance. I'm tired and sick of this I suppose. But Hippo will always be my Hippo. We'll be the bestest butts ever. :)

Home is much better now. It's back to normal. I love my parents to bits. :)

Suddenly, he came to mind again. So much for the four years of holding on, they've become nothing but memories. Memories of my stupidity perhaps. We've all changed, haven't we? I hope that life is good over at his side. I've gotten over, it's just the memories that I'm holding on to all these while. How is he, I wonder.

Gonna meet up with those heading to serve the beloved nation this Saturday. Guys heading there, wish you guys luck yea? Do take care. :) Good luck to Queen Bitch especially, think he's going to miss his beloved.

I will miss Queen Bitch I guess. Gonna be all alone at work once again. Before you guys get too confused, Dom i.e. Queen Bitch i.e. Fellow Pubber. I shall not call him a Paedophile. Oops.

Charmaine.@1:27 PM
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