StillMorphing, IntoWhat, IHaveNoIdea.

Sunday, September 04, 2005

It's just a meaningless title. I just wanted a title for the sake of having it.

Felt rather feverish that morning when I woke up (since I slept at 5.50am?) at 8+am. Went to meet Jo, whom I haven't met for ages, and passed her the pressie. Not forgetting to mention the people I met at CP. Eddie Koh, Guides juniors and C. I avoided C. It's just awkward to meet him. Finally caught up with Jo, missed her loads!!!

Everything has been buried along with those blog entries, I no longer brood over those issues. What I am brooding over now, is how to survive for the next three weeks in school. As the chinese saying goes "Chuan dao qiao tou, zi ran zhi". I can predict that it will only be "zhi" because i will smile, but it is a superficial one. I'm just another hypocrite who thinks that others are hypocrites and backstabbers, and am disgusted by their actions. Won't that mean that I should be disgusted by myself too? Life by itself, is already contradiction. If only someone can tell me what to do.

Let this week pass slowly. May the holiday after prelims last longer. Let it be never ending. Let my smile be left at status quo. Another reason why I need more time - I'm way behind time for revision!!! But shopping is really fun with my mum. Mothers just shower you with new clothes, earrings and whatever you want. That's why i'm so hardworking when shopping.

Charmaine.@4:38 AM
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